You are a talented individual and you know yourself best.
It makes sense for you to define what you like doing and what you believe you're best at.
Take a few deep breaths and let's get started.
It can be a challenge to communicate in a cooperative manner at times, due to our circumstances, not being able to achieve the intended task, or failing to communicate the truth behind our character.
What we will do next, is work on the scenario that is in the way of getting work done.