Deathclown Demo Group Application Form Round One
Read the entire application including all the questions BEFORE you answer any questions.

UPDATE: new q&a doc  please read & comment if u have a question
UPDATE 2: the course will start in September. i will be notifying accepted applicants in July & Aug to onboard everyone, sign waivers and pay fees so that when the course starts all of that admin is largely out of the way.
UPDATE 3: i have finalized the sign-up process and final dates and will release a partial version of it to substack/etc next week 8/1. Applications are still being accepted. Know that if u are sent the sign-up sheet after filling out this application, the fee is the full $500 up front, the first weekend workshop is sept 9 all day, and auxiliary sessions are on Wednesdays (various times TBD).
UPDATE 4: "final" details of course are posted here: Online 45 hour 3 month course details
UPDATE 5: the 9/10 full day will move to either saturday 9/16 or Sunday 9/17. most likely Saturday 9/16. no other dates are currently under proposal for changing until more people sign up.

the relevant webinar is contained in this substack post with other relevant info: Deathclown Course webinar recording - by dare (substack.com)

Deathclown DEMO(N) group - “developing the deathclown”

You can’t spell demonstration without demon.

from: Etymology of Demon - Demon Facts
”Around 1200 CE, the meaning of the word demon as "an evil spirit, malignant supernatural being, an incubus, a devil" started to emerge out of the Latin daemon, meaning "spirit." The Latin evolved from the Greek, which itself evolved from the Proto-Indo-European.

  • From the Greek daimōn, meaning "deity or divine power; lesser god; guiding spirit or tutelary deity (sometimes including souls of the dead)"

  • From the PIE dai-mon-, meaning "one's genius, lot or fortune"

  • From the PIE root da-, meaning "divider or provider (of fortunes or destinies)"

The word took on a malignant sense because the Greek daimōn and daimonion were used in Christian Greek translations and the Vulgate for "god of the heathen; heathen idol; unclean spirit." Jewish authors had previously employed the Greek word in this sense, using it as a translation for shedim, meaning "lords; idols."

In the Septuagint, Matthew 8:31 contains daimones, translated as deofol in Old English, and as feend or deuil in Middle English. Another Old English word for this was hellcniht, meaning "knight of hell," or more literally, "hell-knight."

The usual ancient Greek sense, i.e. "supernatural agent or intelligence lower than a god; ministering spirit," is attested in English from the 1560s onward and is sometimes written as daemon or daimōn for purposes of distinction (i.e. Latin vs. Greek). The ideas of demons being "destructive or hideous persons" or "evil agencies personified" emerged around the 1610s and 1710s, respectively.”


Some general principles and guidelines of the cohort
  • participants agree to step into the primary role of “artists as art makers, artists helping other artists make art”

  • it may be therapeutic, but it is NOT therapy

  • participants take radical self-responsibility for what happens during the artmaking process

  • the method views everything as material

  • “Every phenomenon can be played with and delighted in, I just have to figure out how.”

  • emotions are not what you think they are

  • we work on allying with pain, fear, hunger as wisdom forces

  • we learn to be coached and corrected from an “impersonal” place

  • we learn to manage the interplay between impulses and impacts in better ways - via play, theater, artmaking, deathpractice (nondual meditation, etc)

  • a high level of participation is expected and required, with multiple ways to participate

  • a strong focus on post-traumatic growth

Areas of Study That Inform The Deathclown Method

We recognize there is a limit to what can be done in three months online, and subsequent rounds and years of practice may be required to advance. Each artist has their own path and must deal with what needs dealing with on it. What is required is personal determination and dedication to the craft, amidst all the collapsing towers and stress of our short human lives.

The following are all areas of interest and study that inform how I design the deathclown curriculum. This is not the curriculum itself nor is it a list of everything that will be explicitly focused on.

  • critical inquiry and critical response frameworks - learning to ask better kinds of questions and give better feedback for the purpose of artists making art

  • how to craft new/personal forms of artmaking with a socially-just and pedagogically informed approach

  • impro-devising method(s) - an integration of improvising and devising methods and approaches that work together

  • using many forms to cross pollinate - poetry, writing, drawing, collage, crafting, puppetry, movement, song, speech, etc

  • my aphro-poietic method of call & response “writing-devising-dialoguing”

  • Vital Space Work: nondual meditations and emptiness training (various methods and lineages)

  • dream yogas and real tantra (not sexual but yes “erotic”)

  • deep listening training (ala pauline oliveros), collective presencing style communicating

  • acting and theater training: clown/bouffon, partner work, dialogue, monologues, improvisation, devising, basic meisner, physical theater, biomechanics, breath and voice health, viewpoints, moment work, sketch comedy, satire, parody, sincerity, realism, surrealism, pulp/genre fiction, etc

  • immersive theater concepts, ceremony, ritual, trance, non-trance trance

  • game design, table top role playing gaming, Larping, sports as games/games as sports

  • addiction rehab framework: begin or continue to rehab your addictions to narcissism, dissociation and codependency with various propagandist and dualist/materialist worldviews, the ways you sense and perceive, and the way you relate with other bodies, your own body, language and communication.

Death Practice Group Recordings

The historical and cultural anthropological pedagogy of death practice as learned and framed by dare can be purchased as a lecture series with supplemental study material at this link https://www.animistarts.art/the-death-practice-group

These lectures may constitute a “part one” or a “prologue” to the ongoing deathclown training.

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my legal name - the one on the credit cards/paypal account etc. so dare knows who is emailing them. *
my chosen/preferred name - the one we will actually use in communication. you can add your pronouns here if you want to. *
I understand that answering the following questions constitutes as signing a waiver. *
i have listened COMPLETELY to the webinar (live/recorded). webinar can be accessed here: Deathclown Course webinar recording - by dare (substack.com) *
if accepted into the course i recognize that i will still have to make choices based on availability and scheduling and may have to opt out of this first round and be put in a waiting list for the next round. I also understand that the next round may not have a discounted price offer. *
I understand this course is online and though i may feel the need/desire to have in-person cohorts, I am not authorized in any way by dare to teach this method (deathclown method). *
I understand that dare is a poor, mixed race, chronically ill person and they are not required to meet all of my learning needs, but that they are open to discussion of technological options that are free/cheap that might be easily implemented. *

PRICING & TIME COMMITMENT
all prices in USD
basics alone take 12 hours minimum, and that's still cutting corners. Weeks are approximate and may not be exact.

First month $500 low end market cost - 21 hours Week 1: 12 hours total divided into four 3-hour sessions over the course of two consecutive days. Day 1: 3 hours, break, 3 hours. Day 2: 3 hours, break, 3 hours.

Weeks 2-4: 9 hours total divided into three 3-hour sessions, one session per week.

Second month $250 low end market cost - 12 hours
Week 5: 1 full day: 6 hours total (the "midterms"): 3 hours, break, 3 hours.
Weeks 5-8 (flexible): 6 hours total divided into two 3-hour sessions.

Third month $250 low end market cost - 12 hours Weeks 9-11 (flexible): 6 hours total divided into two 3-hour sessions.   Week 12: 1 full day to close 6 hours total (the "finals"): 3 hours, break, 3 hours.


discount for demo group - allowing all recordings to be owned and used by dare means half off full price: $250 + 125 + 125 ($500 total for 3 months). No quitting part way whatsoever. Participants must sign a final contract/waiver after the preliminary application rounds. Due to the nature of this group and offer, only those who agree to all of this will be accepted as part of dare's need for this course is to create a library of educational demo material so that people can more easily understand this kind of work.

supplementary private coaching - if accepted to be part of this group - $75/session (regular cost is 150/session). a session ranges from 45-90 minutes depending on many factors. multiple people can split a session cost but we would have to negotiate.
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if accepted into the course, I agree for dare to use any recorded material in exchange for the reduced rate. *
if accepted into the course, i recognize that attendance is essentially expected and that i will only receive recordings for my personal study for the sessions i personally attend live.

I understand that some absences might happen and that is my responsibility to bear. (Dare is not demanding 100% perfect attendance rates.)
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If accepted into the course, I agree to not drop out, ghost, be a lurker, or otherwise not participate in the curriculum.

I understand that the course has a high participation expectation and that there will be artistic "homework" that I am going to have feelings about, but that ultimately, as an artist, I know that this kind of accountability is invaluable.
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if accepted, i understand that this course requires a minimum of working tech, such as a wide-angle webcam or use of a smartphone as a webcam (How to Turn Your Phone Into a Webcam) , a good enough external microphone, a stable internet connection (ethernet cable preferred), and an up-to-date zoom app.

In addition, my physical space should be well lit from the front of me (no bright lights facing the camera), my webcam should be angled to be able to see most of my body when i back up and move around, and there should be enough physical space to move comfortable, lay or roll on the ground, etc. and still be able to be seen and heard by the camera and microphone.
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I understand this is not "group therapy", it is an artist training lab/cohort/course and might have therapeutic value, and that any major trauma responses (regression, attachment, shame, etc) that might come up as part of the learning process will be viewed as artistic material and as personal responsibility without any absolute moral judgments.

Dare will make the final decisions on what can and cannot be addressed within the scope of any session, and may ask that a person take a time out or pursue outside assistance and support. This does not necessarily mean a person will be asked to leave the cohort.
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what kind of past and current artistic training/practices do you have. limit to one paragraph. *
what kind of therapeutic/healing support and practices do you have and can reliably access? limit to one paragraph. *
If you have any questions that were not answered in the webinar, please submit them below.
What about this course are you most excited/interested about? *
what time zone are you in *
when can you start, or are there large swaths of time you cannot attend? keep in mind, scheduling is the hardest part of an already abysmally difficult process in making this work available and actually dedicating time to train in it. thus, i will not be able to accomodate everyones preferences, nor can i guarantee that the right ingredients will come together for this to happen. *
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