When you were little, your parents moved abroad to look for a better life and left you to live with your grandmother. Because your grandmother works a lot and your parents live abroad, they never had much time to show enough attention to you.

Probably, due to the situation with your parents and your life, you grew up a very closed person. Because your parents and your grandmother were very busy, it made impact to your studies, and it formed a fear of reading and writing.  

One time, during an art class, your friend sent you a handwritten note inviting you to dinner with his family. Because you have difficulties in reading and did not understand what was written in the note, you wrote a negative answer to your friend.

Your fear of reading can hurt you – you can lose your only friend who doesn’t know your biggest secret.