welcome! 
I've been wanting to do a confessional-style youtube series for a while and now is the time! 
I appreciate you  being vulnerable with me/us and wanting to share. I will not be responding privately but even if I don't use your confession, I hold this space for you and love you. ♡ 

I may also be doing a similar series on my spicy sites, if people are interested. 

I am not a professional and it would be irresponsible of me to encourage anything else except seeking professional medical help. you are so important and the value you add to my life and the world is immeasurable. my dms are always open on twitter and discord Taylor#1222.